In fact,everybody is eager to excel,we must follow the stronger and on guard against the weaker,truth of course is truth.

I always think i have a well manner,i believe,everyone has his own position,why people need jealous of others ,and always speak ill of others?The society is fair!What we pay and what we'll get.

Sometimes,i think i have no friends,definitely say,it's soulmate.But it's also a good thing,it can practice myself,and makes me more independent and strong.And sometimes,a good book is also a friend,isn't it?

When i travelled,i always met some people,they're so kind,and we link up by e-mail or others.They support me,i feel so grateful.Even we're distant,i feel they're just around me.Suddenly,i remenber a words of a song," my life is full of people,but you're my only friend,my best friend."When live in the world,if we can gain a true friend,it's enough.

Of course,we're not always only a friend,we have many friends,but they're just pass by,some precipitate down,and they're who bring us warm.Too many friends,we relate with each other just because of interest.

A smile.

By the way,recently,the weather of Hunan province,China,where i study,is getting warmer and warmer,i become happy,i'm so scared of chilly days.

I'll be better,God sentimentally attached to me so deeply.

09.4.11

I'm still not in a good state,can't stop smoking,feel sorrow,but i don't know why.

Listen Yufeimen's songs makes me feel good.Yufeimen is a band in China,and i like the singer's voice.It's melodious.This band belong to slow rock,you know,i always like this kind of style.I can't imagine if our life is lack of music,it's our soul's sound!

Recently,i'm readingthe famous novel "on the road",which written by Jack Kerouac,you know,it's The Beat Generation's representive.Though i only read a little,i think it's a good book,a good work usually meets our mind.

I'm also study Japanese,but i find it become more and more difficult,even though i just knowonly a little,of course,i take interested in Japanese culture,and i dreamed of i can go to Japan one day,it's a dream.So ,i have to study Japanese,i can persist in it,i believe.

Maybe you don't know,my major in university is international economy and trade,i wish i can take a good job in future,so,i also have to improve my business English.

One of my dreams,it's only a dream,if it will come true,i'll be very happy.I wish,i can do business with many countries,and several years later,when i have earned enough fund,i can manage a cafe in a place where i live.

09.4.9

It's nearly one o'clock in midnight,but i still can't sleep,music,my music!

Finally,i decide to get up,and write something,maybe,i need speak out my depressed.Yeah,recently,i always felt depressed.Sometimes,others don't respect you,and this may worried you,or,what worse,it will make you anger,isn't it?

But,most time,i'm restrain myself,and it seems as there's nothing happened,i try to adjust myself.

I don't know from when on i have learned to smoke,even though it's bad for my health,of course i know,But,maybe,it's a way to relieve those stress.

It's already the third year i stay in this university,but there are many subjects i haven't passed,you know,only this term,i have to pass five subjectsthat ever i haven't passed.

I'm a fool!Sometimes i said to myself.

I want to lead my own lifestyle,travel,take photos,etc,and during last two years,i had travelled many places alone.Such as yunnan province,zhejiang province,and i love them.But in my campus life,i neglect my exam,which lead to a bad result.If i don't try to pass it,i won't get my certificate.

Tonight,the sky is so blue,so unique.God,if it will bring hope to me?

Suddenly,i remember a sentence:Whatever happens,we should maintain a positive attitude towards life.

I'm strong,i believe,everything will be ok.